I was born in 1958 urban New Jersey directly across from the beautiful New York City skyline. Life was very exciting and the country was in a most economically prosperous time. J.F.K. was president, we listened to 45-rpm records in jukeboxes at the Soda Shop. There was only black & white TV. Harley-Davidson & Indian motorcycles roared in the streets where we played football in between cars. Parents typically hit their kids, sex education was never discussed, drugs were everywhere, grammar schools had air-raid drills and the country was at war in Vietnam. Greasers wore leather jackets, drank beer, smoked cigarettes and fought freely. Hippies wore bellbottoms, dropped LSD, smoked grass, and free love was born. Racial slurs were common, drunk driving was a popular pastime, and 42nd Street & 8th Ave. had the best hookers in the world. (Thanks girls, you rock!) Playboy didn't show pubic hair, Al Goldstein from Screw told us where to get laid, Larry Flynt was still fucking chickens on his way to the Hustler empire, gays, lesbians and sexual deviants never had support groups; only drunks went to AA, and AIDS was undiscovered.

I was a cute, skinny kid, with long blonde hair growing up in the big city. Dad was a doctor and we lived in the only single family house on the block. It was a tough neighborhood and gangs were forming. I needed friends but hung out with the wrong crowd. I continued to be attracted to the darker side of life. I started experimenting with a lot of things and my parents strongly objected. After 7th grade they sent me off to an all boys ivy league catholic boarding prep school to live with monks for five years. Boy wasn't that interesting. I graduated with honors, went on to get a college education, began studying under an older German dominatrix, got a job as a Teamster and got a girl pregnant. I was busy.

Yes, I have four wonderful kids who I love beyond words. Yes, my marriage to Alexandra Silk is my third; I just adore her. Alex is a sweet, sexy goddess and my best friend. My first wife died of AIDS in 2001, may she rest in peace. My second wife was Ariana, another sexual goddess but very dangerous. I will always be grateful for the beautiful son she gave me. Yes, I was on my way to law school when I first came out to LA. No, I don't know how I got into the adult biz, only that it came naturally for me. Kind of like Betty Paige.

I began acting during high school. I was in love with the drama professor, it got hot and heavy after I turned 18. I did my first erotic acting as a fetish master in the late 1980s for various clients, whose names we will not mention. Still, exploring the darker side of sexual pleasure my skills began to attract a very loyal fetish audience. I have this thing about the smell of leather, beautiful women and quivering flesh that just drives me wild. I performed in many adult sex videos, eventually creating my own series, The Dirty Dancers. Amateur strippers from all parts of the country were profiled. Starring Ariana and distributed by Ed Powers, it was an instant success.

I started Fallen Angel in 1997 with my friend and then partner Gigi Appleton. (Gigi went on her own and opened Avalon). The Dirty Dancers line was expanded, followed by The Master's Choice, My Dad's Dirty Movies, The Silk Series, Amateur Angels, Sex Across America and our hottest line ever, Internal Affairs (the search for the ultimate cream pie). Our productions air on Playboy cable networks, are distributed domestically by Adam & Eve and can be purchased or viewed online at www.fallenangelvideo.com.

I consider myself an artist. I am both a radically free thinking individual and a slave to the influences of the circumstances of my life. I have a twisted sense of humor and a paradoxical personality. I am a sexual pioneer, an advocate of safe enjoyable sex, and a strong believer in preservation of civil liberties. I love life and freedom. I love bondage. I love people, but I isolate. I love to explore. I love to hide. I love to learn. I love to daydream. I love leather and I love to fuck. As you wander through www.lucwylder.com you will learn who I am, where I have been, whom I have been with and where I intend to go. Read the diary for updated ponderings, check out latest events on the calender, chat with my fans, go live into my office while I interview talent, browse exclusive photo galleries, peek in my scrapbook and discover my deepest secrets in "Things about me." I ask only for your kind respect and an open mind. This truly is my life, which I am opening up for your entertainment only. Share the love. Be safe and enjoy.