FORT LAUDERDALE, Fla.—HFF Media Inc. touts the upcoming release of Deeper, a debut memoir by Ryan James Abraham, now available for pre-order on Amazon.
Also known as adult performer HungerFF, the book has been published under Abraham’s multimedia company HFF Media Inc. "The 497-page anti-memoir marks Abraham's expansion from content creator and podcaster to author, continuing his two-decade trajectory of pushing boundaries and redefining queer storytelling,” a description reads.
Abraham is also the creator and host of “Brolapse,” an uncensored podcast “exploring sex, trauma, addiction and healing. Abraham brings that same uncompromising voice to the page,” the description adds.
"I didn't write this to be liked," Abraham reveals in the book’s opening. "I wrote it because I lived. And for now, that feels like enough."
“For nearly 20 years, Ryan James Abraham has been a transformative figure in queer adult entertainment under his persona HungerFF. As an internationally recognized pioneer in the fisting community, Abraham has been called 'the Tom Brady of fisting’ by 'The Howard Stern Show' and featured on 'The H3 Podcast,' where his work has drawn mainstream attention for its unflinching honesty and cultural impact,” a representative said.
The literary debut brings “nonlinear storytelling, meta-commentary, and razor-edged vulnerability, [as] Abraham dissects the cost of building a public self in the attention economy."
Topics the book explores include:
• The “rainbow baby mythology”—being born to heal someone else's wounds.
• The transformation from Ryan James to RJ Danvers to HungerFF—and what gets lost in persona construction.
• Five years of sobriety working at a comic book store, and why it ended.
• The Paris suicide attempt that failed because he was "too fucking tired to jump."
• A perforated colon, pulmonary embolism and the physical price of performance.
• What it means to sell your body to the algorithm—and whether consciousness of the trap equals escape.
The book also contains explicit content warnings, with several chapters covering extreme topics in an uncensored format. "This isn't just a story about flesh," Abraham writes. "It's a story about erasure. About what happens when a body becomes content. When an identity becomes a business model."
"This book isn't for comfort. It's for contact. If you've ever rebuilt yourself from scraps, if you've ever laughed at your own grief because it was either that or scream, you might recognize yourself here,” Abraham explains in the prologue to Deeper.
Deeper is now available for pre-order on Amazon in paperback and digital formats. Book tour dates and virtual events will be announced in early 2026.
Abraham's also announced an additional project: The launch of the HungerFF Sound Initiative, a new venture into sound engineering and atmospheric audio production. Original compositions and soundscapes are now available on Amazon Music, Apple Music and Spotify.
